Unfortunate Events

It has been quite a while since I have blogged. In fact, I don't even feel like blogging anymore. Maybe that will change.

Anyways, complications have arose surrounding this pregnancy. I have started bleeding every so often. On Saturday, it was the 3rd time I have seen signs of blood. Before it was just a brown streak here and there. Yesterday, I saw a gob of brown blood with streaks of red blood. Now, I am scared. Not for the fact that I will not be able to have sex for the rest of the year, but it was really scarey. I don't want to bleed that heavy. I don't want to lose this baby. I can already picture the baby. I already have a name. Well, no not really. I am changing my mind again and again. It's kinda fun chosing a name. Except, when you can't decide on one.

Anyways, I will try to see my Doctor tomorrow or Wednesday just to follow up. But now I need to aleveate any stresses I have. This month is going to be stressful enough without Lee around. I shouldn't have strict deadlines while I am fighting my fatigue. I might have to cut my academic plans short.

Say a prayer for me, everyone.