Heavy Head & Unhappy Urethra

I am tired. I can't sleep. I get up. Cause I have to pee. Problem is, after I pee, I still felt like I need to pee. I go back to bed. Still feeling like I need to pee. Can't sleep. Can't get comfortable. So I keep getting up. To pee. Not fun. Brandon is awake too. Wanting boob to sleep. I don't want to lie down. It is uncomfortable. I want to sleep. Can't. Want to help Brandon sleep. No, don't really want to. Trying. I do my best. Eventually, he gets what he wants. He gets comfortable. He sleeps. I am not sleeping. I am not comfortable. I get up. Need to relax. Need to not be thinking about peeing. Have a bath. Listen to some John Mayer. He relaxes me. There is this great track: "Slow Dancing in a Burning Room" Ah. Quite a bit later, I get out of the tub. Of course, I had to pee. And I feel a bit better. I'll call my Doc as soon as her office opens and see if I can get in today. Otherwise I am waiting. Probably should drink some cranberry juice. Don't have cranberry juice. Fuck! Want to go back to bed. I am tired. I am going.