Why I am not at Londonderry Mall Today

I know what I should be doing right now. Studying. I just don't want to right now. Brandon is sleeping and I kind of want to do what I want. Can't I? Just this once? No, I should be studying. Damn it!

So, I opted out of going to hang with my Mom's group today. Because I really don't like hanging out with them. Some of them are okay people. Really. And I don't mind them. But, there are a few I think are absolutely useless. I don't despise them or wish them any ill will. I just don't care for them. I can't relate to these women. I got screwed. I was placed in a group I don't care to know. I didn't like going when we met at the health centre. I only continued to go to get info on stuff. That and I had paid for the sessions. Otherwise I would have stopped going and never returned. Now, I have a choice. I don't care to go. If Brandon is asleep (like now) I should take the time to study or get something done in the house.

I take that as my cue to leave and get something done.