I have to Say

Yesterday was a good day. Lee and I finally received our rebate checks and promptly decided to spend them. But on things we need.

One, we got a dishwasher. A decent one. They will come and install it for us and take away the old one. Sweet! Soon, we will never have to wash dishes the same away again. YAY!

Two, we also picked up a digital camera. My birthday money helped this purchase. So, therefore it is mostly MY toy. But it is also a Sony, to keep the Sony-whore happy. But it is a actually a pretty good camera. We gave it a trial run at Andraya's birthday party yesterday.

Yes, it was also Andraya's birthday yesterday. Therefore, that is the most important thing here. She got spoiled. (DUH!) And she got to have her cake and eat it too. Much attention was given to the birthday girl. She truly was a little princess.

Something has been bothering me for a bit. I kinda want to talk about it. Roughly about 3 weeks ago, I ran into an old friend of mine. It was a nice surprise. At the time. I even tried following up. I did call her. It went okay. She had to go. Company came while we were on the phone. And she said she would call me the next day. She never called. Neither did she call the day after. And she has not called since. One thing she did make sure I knew, while were on the phone, at the time, was this Heather women, who had just come in, was her "best friend". She said it a few times. Like she was proud and declaring her status. But how many times do you have to say it? I get it. We're not best friends anymore. How can I expect that after so long? We were not there for each other. I wasn't even looking for it. I just wanted to have a friendship back. And I'm pretty candid. I keep quite a few people close to me. I don't think I have just one best friend. Well, aside from Lee, who is the obvious choice. But no. I can trust at least a good handful of people. Maybe even two hands. I consider myself quite lucky that way.

Well, since she hasn't called me back and she beat the idea that this Heather girl is her "best friend", should I really attempt to call her or even bother? Has she really changed? She has always said, "I am not usually around, but I will be there when you need me." Well, if you are never there when I just wanna hang and talk about stuff, what makes you think I will think of you when I need something? Ah, her false logic. It never fails to prove my point.