Conclusion

I am going for it. Fuck it! Who cares if I have to re-write an exam or two? Or by chance have top retake an entire course. You know what? It's not meant to be easy. I think I am in a funk cause I am not working right now. I am not working with accounting and I feel less motivated. That should all change when I get back to work. My FA4 mark will be out tomorrow. Pass or no pass? I try again. But, second time is the charm. I will pass the second time. Second time, there is not try. Only do.

I will be honest. Accounting - is not my passion. But I really do enjoy it. If I didn't, I wouldn't have come this far. But again, it is not meant to be easy. And I know I can do it.

My goal is to get to a obtain a professional standing, so I can work part-time and be with my family. Cause when they are in elementary, there are those teacher convention days that are always on a Thursday and Friday. I would like to be there and take them to the mall and go out for lunch. Cause the money pay-off, isn't all that important to me. Not really. Family and time are the most important to me. Whatever I can to NOW, that can give me the freedom with my family and time will be worth it. No matter the cost. Well, financial cost.

I am going to buckle down and be serious again. This funk has disrupted my study habits for far too long. Back to the library I go.

I will get right on that. Just after my birthday. *wink*