Sunday, September 09, 2007

A Good Time

Last night, I got out to see all my friends at Kerri's Birthday party. It was fantastic! I had a great time. Everyone was compassionate and eager to talk to me. Not just about what is happening to me, but just to talk. I miss my friends. I must talk to them more. Some good conversations were had. I was relaxed and happy. I need to be with my friends more. They are good people.

When this ordeal is over, I am definitly having a girls night with drinking and debauchery. I need to let loose and be a girl agin. Not that being pregnant isn't "girlie". It's kind of a girl only club. But, I need to drink and have some fun.

I looked at my wedding photo the other day. I was babe at 24! I was hot! I also had makeup and hair done and a fantastic angle on the photograph. I wanna feel that way again. I want to know I am pretty, even now. 5 years later. I want to know that I am still attractive. Is that shallow? Is that vain? Is that wrong? I'm married and Lee's opinion should count. I don't want to act on it, I just want to have fun.
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Anonymous said...

There is nothing wrong with wanting to feel beautiful. It boosts your self-confidence and makes you walk a little taller.

It's funny. After thinking about what you said to me at the party, I thought to myself that it's all and good to dress up and look good, but what I'm missing in my life is someone who loves me and possibly having that family. I am envious of you because you have all that. I just have a nice black top from Jacob.

The grass isn't always greener, but I really appreciated your compliment.

September 09, 2007 11:06 PM

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