Better Today

So Lee is feeling better now. He got some much needed rest. Hopefully, this doesn't mean he isn't going to be able to do diaper duty durring the nights. I know Lee is sensitive and needs rest to function, but then it won't be fair to me. I'll find out tomorrow. For now, another night on the couch.

Brandon is okay today. It must've just been a gas bubble in his tummy the other day. My poor babe is beginning to notice his loneliness. He has this certain cry when he wants his mommy. He will wail, but as soon as I am in vie, he just stops and looks at me. If I don't pick him up, then he cries again. He really likes to be held. I bonked his head today. I was lifting him up and tapped his head on the edge of the bassinet. He really didn't like that. (Duh!) I tried to comfort him, but he was hurt and angry it seemed like. How could I have been so cruel? I want to cry now.

Well, he has forgiven me temporarily. He is sleeping comfortably. I'm glad he isn't permanently scarred. Anyways, Brandon is waking and I must go attend him. At least I can make it up by being there.